Musings..

December 1, 2007: Bugoy asked me to be his girlfriend. You all know I said yes. Fast forward to three months later and here we are, still together. And still very much in love. I know I am. And I can say with a fair amount of confidence that he is, too. We all know this hackneyed expression, say it with me, "time flies...". It really does, doesn't it? A year ago I was a miserable wreck who wished for nothing but to have my life taken away from me because I was experiencing an unbearabel kind of pain. But here I am now, perfectly content and happy and looking forward to waking up every day not knowing what to expect but very much ok with it because I have Bugoy. Of course, our relationship is not perfect. Far from it, actually but that's normal. We have our ups and downs like your everyday average couple. But the way I feel about him is far from average. Sometimes, I worry that I'm showing too much emotion and I'm scared that it might freak him out but he's been very patient with me so far. I've had to do a lot of thinking lately and I've come to the realization that he's the one I want. No one else but him. There's no doubt about that now. Despite the fact that I've shed quite a lot of tears (not a big deal I guess 'cause I'm such an effing cry baby), I'm happy. I'm genuinely happy and it feels good. I owe a lot of it to Bugoy. He makes me feel good about myself. He makes me feel loved and wanted. He makes me laugh. He brings out the mature person in me. He makes me want to be a better person. I just hope he's as happy as I am.

Listen to me (or read me, whatever), I'm being keso. Haha. Sorry, it's just nice to be able to talk about what I'm feeling. It makes me feel less burdened by my thoughts, I guess..

Anways, here's wishing my baby Bugoy an advance happy 3rd monthsary and may we have many, many, many, many, many more monthsaries to come...

I love you, bee.. ;)

Cheeseburger in a Can...

I kid you not..

Here's the link for the site if you wanna find out more: http://gizmodo.com/350091/cheeseburger-in-a-can-is-both-the-best-and-worst-thing-ive-ever-seen/?noc=true
The author of the site is right, the idea of a canned cheeseburger is both appaling ang amazing. It's more of the former for me because I stay at a dorm where cooking is not allowed so my roommates and I are subsisting on canned food. The thought of a cheeseburger in a can gives me goosebumps.

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I miss Bugoy so much. He's been sick for the past few days so we haven't been texting much. Can't really blame him. I wouldn't be able to text if i were in that condition as well. It's times like this, more than ever, that I wish Batangas wasn't so far away so I could go visit him. You have no idea how frustrating it is.

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Midterms na.

Aaaaargh.