Broken Girl

I want to scream until no sound comes out and you've learned your lesson

I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep

So I don't have to make a bad impression

I need to start to be myself

'Cause I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down

It's here

And now I'm breaking out

I will learn to love again

But I will stand a broken man

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me

I wanna take back all the shit that I have done

But I guess you were better off without me

I need to start to be myself

'Cause I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down

It's here and now

I'm breaking out

I will learn to love again

But I will stand a broken man

I took one big step and I looked away

And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say

I'm always too late

You never got your story straight

I'm always up late

I think I'm everything you hate

I won't let you bring me down

It's here and now

I'm breaking out

I will learn to love again

But I will stand a broken man

(Broken Man by Boys Like Girls)

I can't stop listening to this song. One day I will wake up and I will be okay. I will stop crying and feeling sorry for myself. I will be happy.I just cling to the hope that there is someone out there who is meant to love me the way I deserve to be loved.